Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Experience is always personal

Have just read - On Experience and On Longing - little books on big themes.
I am longing for some 'Me' time - craving a quiet house, where I can do what ever I want.
Stay in nightie, drink tea, read, watch a DVD or even do nothing for a while.
Just not have to worry about someone else for a short period of time. Although I know I will be thinking of Jani and boys and Jasmine the whole time.
But I will have Holly Dog to keep me company and go on walks with.
Had coffee and panteone cake/bread today at Three Monkeys cafe/deli. Very yummy warm cake with marcepone, coffee so so. Other cafe closed for a holiday.
2009 hmmmm Where will it take me?
Will find out soon as it is only hours away.
I will remember 2008 as a turning point financially, professionally and emotionally.
There has been a job change, a loved one dying and more money in the coffers.
A child gets employment and the other two are waiting in the wings.
Jani is the one who I am most concerned for - his health physically and mentally.
Pray for Jani - healing for his troubled mind and body.
Prayers for Jasmine in her dual role in 09 ? new accommodation
Pray for Julian - let him speak to others
for Jerry - that he will enjoy his work as a peer supporter and grow stronger and sturdy as a violinist/chef extroirdinaire.
Here's looking at you!

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